No. You are the only one who brings it up and the rest of us are fucking sick of it and desperate to grab any excuse to ignore/forget it if at all possible, but you just wont't forgo the attention (and don't pretend like you ~deserve punishment~ of negative attention, because it's clear this attention is exactly what you desperately crave, though it's rude and sick to be dragging us into your personal hangups like this) and let us be in peace. Stop it.