E-ehhh --- ( as Italy grabbed hand and said/did that ) A-aah --- ( nervous stammering but at least, definitely not angry at Italy )
[ which should help calm Italy down too!!! ]

[ more kind of mortified at Self for even letting all that slip ] ( not even pulling hand away still )

[ .... Italy seems to be understanding, however for which Kiku IS honestly grateful ] [ H-Hoping Italy truly understands what was meant?! ]

I ... I am truly grateful, Italy-kun, ( absolutely!!! ) I would not want to trouble you nor Germany with my own problems s-so ---


[ its complicated!!! Kiku's not even sure Germany saw "that" when it happened so can either of them say Germany even knows .... ?!??? ]

[ What Is Love TM aNYWAY.... ] ( Its complicated!! Its cOMPLICATED TM ) [ Kiku's Going Through A Lot Internally Lately, OK ]